I think the sheer number of projects I'll convivced myself to do is killing my motivation. What little time I have to draw every week is usually spent wishing I had more of it. Even if I try not to think about it or just put it out of my mind how many things I want/need to draw the knowlage that I'm not getting any of it done is bugging me so much I end up spending every saturday staring at the page I've half sketched somehting on for 10-15 min before turning to my computer and wasting the rest of the afternoon either playing a game or just mindlessly surfing web pages.
I am in a rut
and I can't seem to get out of it